Part of you has to pretend it's the same as training.  Another part has to remember that you don't get many mistakes anymore.  You have to know which part to listen to, 'cause it changes from one minute to the next.  You got good instincts, kid.  Trust 'em.  They'll keep you alive.  If things don't feel right, they probably aren't.  Don't confuse that with fear.
Huh?
You're going to be afraid out there, Chavez.  I always was.  Get used to the idea, and it can work for you 'stead of against you.  For Christ's sake, don't be ashamed of it.  Half the problem out in Indian Country is people afraid of being afraid.
Sir, what the hell are we training for?
I don't know yet.  Not my department. Clark managed to conceal his feelings on that score.  The training wasn't exactly in accord with what he thought the mission was supposed to be.  Ritter might be having another case of the clevers.  There was nothing more worrisome to Clark than a clever superior? It could be held all day without tiring?